Thoughts & Stuff
The ache within..

Looking in on @Gabriel_Garnier and @Elise_Dubois before leaving to run errands. My gaze lingering on Elise. Resting peacefully till the sun sets once again. Elise has been avoiding me since the full moon. Not sure as to the reason why. 

When I took Elise out for the full moon I was hoping her bear would make an appearance. (sighs, closing the master suite door) What I got instead was Elise’s tiger.  The tigress was more than brutal in her hunt. Her prey ripped to something unrecognizable. Her frustrations clear.  My bear longed for Elise’s bear. The contact, the connection of like on like. The man and the bear aches for Elise. 

I know we have “resolved” things with Laurence. At least that is the candy coated idea of the out come. It’s far from resolved. The woman, vampire and shifter behind this door is in pain. Pain so deep and hidden that she has stifled the one thing that we share. What can I do? What do I need to do to make things better? I will find the answers and correct it any way I can. I love Elise and will do anything to make her happy and insure she stays that way.

My bear calls to hers.

It was a nice evening out with Elise. We enjoyed music and a long drive. Stopped to look over the water, listening to the sounds of the night. Just us, hand and hand. 

I tried without success to get her to hunt. Didn’t matter weather in bear or vampire form, just hunt together. Ever since this mess with Laurence started Elise hasn’t shifted into her bear form. My bear calls to hers , I know she must feel it. But nothing. (sips coffee) 

Gabriel filled me in on last night’s meeting with Laurence. That he would be over tonight to clear things up with Elise and me. I want things back to normal more than anything. More so for Elise than me. I don’t like seeing her hurting. She insists she’s fine, how much of that is the truth? I don’t know the answer to that.  Maybe tonight we’ll all know. (Sensing Laurence and the female next door, trying to fight back the anger)

Elise told me to let the anger go. That she’s fine. I’m trying , I really am. Laurence owe’s Elise an apology of gargantuan proportions. (Thanks the servant for the breakfast now in front of me) I have a list of things to do for Gabriel before tonight.  That will keep me focused on something other than what’s coming.

scratch-tdvc:

Grandaddy always taught me not to use my Wolf for ill gotten gain… but I was young out of money, hungry and I wanted what this cat had.

I waited for the cat outside in the alley. He finally came out about 3 in the morning. There wasn’t a soul on the street an he was walking toward me.I pulled…

Heart and hands held out…

A firm tug. That’s what it feels like on my heart strings when I see her. Elise , no matter the circumstance or place, there’s the tug.

Elise holds my heart. I have told her how I feel, yes my timing sucks. In light of all that has happened between, Laurence, Elise, Gabriel and hell even me. The point is though I did tell her. I told her I love her. I got it in return, but is it the same?  I know it’s too much to ask this soon. God I know it. 

But look at her….

For now I wait. Heart and hands held out. 

miriam-brown:

Quiet night. (sips tea) There is so much that has to be said. I know Cristiana is struggling. I can feel her bear and the battle inside. Lord how does she do it?

Help is right there. Just a phone call away. (Looks over at Cristana sitting in the rocker) She’s an angel , my angel. Her parents…

The Sacred Hunt

odin-helvig:

The Sacred Hunt  the last full moon of the year .This time we choose to spend living with our wild brothers.This is the time of trial, of tests, of initiation,and a time to hunt.This is the Sacred time.This is the celebration of the Wolf.   

gabriel-garneir:

What I came home to was not at all pleasing. Two people I love and hold dear to my heart , hurting. Angry enough at each other that another had to step between them.

I have had much experience with bears, especially with bear being my animal to call. I must say however that Laurence’s reactions…

Fun things to do with a dump truck

may-delioncourt:

LMAO Fun thing to do with a dump truck…

Note to self purchase a dump truck…

larshelvig:

  1. Crash into things
  2. Run over humans
  3. Collect meat
  4. Crash into things
  5.  Do donuts in parking lots
  6.  Run over humans
  7. Collect meat
  8. Crash into buildings with humans inside
  9. Collect meat
  10. Run over cars with humans inside
  11. Collect meat ………you get the idea                                                
Fun things to do with a dump truck

larshelvig:

  1. Crash into things
  2. Run over humans
  3. Collect meat
  4. Crash into things
  5.  Do donuts in parking lots
  6.  Run over humans
  7. Collect meat
  8. Crash into buildings with humans inside
  9. Collect meat
  10. Run over cars with humans inside
  11. Collect meat ………you get the idea                                                

odin-helvig:

I am Odin, son of Olaf the Wanderer, grandson of Lars the Guardian great-grandson of Ragnar the Invincible. I am the end of a long line of great and powerful Wolves. Our family has survived through the centuries living in the light and the shadows. We breed only with our own kind . We deal with…